false idols

earlier in e day kheng and i were talking abt e mmmm remarkable standard o english o sylvester and his fans. such as " i like him cos his singing power very good" or perhaps "his face is very cute. can make girls go crazy one." [: you see.

well whichever one wins. [i have no doubt it will be sylvester. sadly]. its just a case o false idols. pun intended.

fu liang [an sdt dancer] made darling jennette and marissa scream and go into hysetrics. just because... he walked by them and he said t marissa tt her piroquette was "nice". LOL. damned amusing. they went UBER high. ahhh but admittedly, his piroquettes are fucking amazing.and his sesse[triple beat o e feet in e air] is god damned.. out o this world. and his muscles rippling through e air are somewhat breathtaking. he is now known as simply.. HE.xP.
nahh i still dig My Boy. no worries.

speaking o which. im waiting fer him t call me. his parents took his phone before he went t camp. ]: so he has t call from other ppls phone. bahh.. ba black sheep ali ali wooooo. lols

oh i am being forced t skip a few lessons next week cos o fucking sleeping beauty. i will NEVER audition fer these shits EVER BLOODY AGAIN. its BORING and its a WASTE O TIME. dammitttttttttttttt... i do NOT want t skip sch. jesus. never again man.

2 days 2 nights left

]:

i miss leon.
already.


such a weak piece o shit.



only fer tt boy. tt boy.

My Boy.
i miss you.
4 days and 4 nights left.

both my bestfriend and my boyfriend are uncontactable. well, sue isnt really, but leon sure is. sue lost her handphone, well left it in a cab and someone took it. leons in some leadership training camp and is dead t e rest o e world fer 5 days and 4 nights. ]:

oh and my friends are all missing as well. sams in bangkok and when she gets back shes flying of t bali e next day or sth. kheng and yao zhi and e turbs are out conquering msia, one state at a time. nahh theyve gone t penang fer a hol. and no these arent my only friends but e closer ones i guess. online is dropdead-dead. but ive gt dance every single damned day next week from 1545 t 1900. alot o aching asses tts fer sure. BAHH.

im full o complaints.

i shall complain o this place at stadium waterfront where my mom and i had dins yest. its called erms somehitn grill and the service is appaling. the waitors and waitresses dont noe a flying shit abt e food. they dont know wot goes into it and dont even noe wot e damned soup o e day is. we had t ask fer bread. and then ask again fer butter. which was rock solid. and when we complained t e head waitor he brought us more butter but it tasted SERIOUSLY like WAX. eq.. cld bloody puke.
oh and we cldnt find parking space at e stadium cos we didnt noe tt jay chou was having a concert. cldnt figure out wot was e event cos there werent any like posters or other indicators. i thought it was winnie e pooh & my mom thot it was some tribute band called e beatles.

enough o e complaints.

so yest i had a good time w leon. went down t yck cos he had squash and we went t j8 t eat and watch a movie. had pasta mania which made me feel sick. it was e cream sauce la [im lactose intolerant ie allergic t milk]. bought tickets t bridget jones; e edge o reason [surprisingly good seats considering we didnt get t choose] which was quite alright. after e movie we made a lil pleasant detour and then went t ya kun fer toast. [: trained t town and i dropped at somerset t meet my mom at her boss's place and he at dhoby. [[:

they arent allowed phones on e camp but i convinced him t bring his and hide it among his unders. anyway when we were at j8 we ran into izzam and fawwaz who said they were bringing their phones as well. so there. [: oh and e nanyang history trip peeps [most o e anti social popcorns] are back.

AH! THEYRE BACK! meaning i have ppl t go out w [:

im such a loser.

[: well my day ends in a peaceful unworried shower.

and my day began with getting up t a sunny day. woke at 830 went online and waited fer 9 o'clock t call leon. we ended up meeting at 11 at kallang mrt and we mrt-ied t tampines t have a nice breakie o ya kun. [:

headed back t my place and sat downstairs on e swing fer a while just talking. [:
then went up and did out thang and ended up sleeping fer 45 mins.

a tangle o limbs and hot breath intertwining

changed fer dance and headed down just missing e rain. had nice hot crossed erms currypuffs. xP down t dhoby and walked up e hill. had tym t kill so i did a few pirouettes [very bad ones] and he showed me a few 90-90's [is tt how t spell em?]

sleeping beauty was alright. a bit less boring than usual. cabbed t my moms office and came back.

ramblyramblyrambly. highlight o e day was waking up next t him.

i love you

i just realised tt dance prac is gna kill me. its today, tom, sat and sun and another two whole weeks o daily practice and half a week more. ]: ]: SADSADDDDD. boringness ENGULFS MEEEE.

yest finally FINALLY got my phone fixed. they erased all my msgs tho. and i realised tt this phone tt im using now [8310] has all my msgs and i have t return in t my mom so tt means tt im gna be number one. msgless unless i dun erase em and number 2, get found out. this is all due t e damned limit on msgs on e sim card, and e daft samsung phone has a msg limit o 50 or sth. soo im forced t copy down e msgs so tt they arent lost foreverr and ever and everrrrrr [echoes down stone corridor].

lols.

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stuff are a bit strained. we cant pin point e problem[if there is one] but sth isnt right.

maybe we're just starting a new phase o our relationship. learning more abt each other.

not fighting alot but... aeii. dunno. alot o irritations, bickering, disagreements and so on.

we're so different.
lets make tt our beauty. the beauty tt will let us continue t grow.

i see you and i see beauty.

and i see us and see beauty.

i dont understand e term "japanese cult anime". someone explain t me. wots e "cult" fer.

'get real' [tele show] examined e growning trends o men looking fer vietnamese wives cos they feel singaporean girls are too materialistic, too independant, too career minded, unwilling t take care o in-laws and so on. they say they are hard t love.

are we really tt hard t love? are we all tt some men think we are?

materialistic? arent men? so we are accused o avarice when the men are equally so. so many men [and women no doubt] dream of becoming a doctor, lawyer so on. just as long as a theres a nice lump o cash in e bank theyre happy. arent they the ones who are willing t pay extraordinary sums fer a fast car? not t say tt women arent materialistic, my pt is tt men are too. so why accuse us?

independant? career minded? we had t fight our way t work, fight fer our rights and we have become e way we become. is there anything wrong w being independant? or striving harder fer our goals? some men are seriously primitive w their beliefs tt we are supposed t stay home and mend iron and wash clothes, sweep, cook and work ourselves down t e bone, so tt our "masters" can come home, eat, chuck their clothes t us and generally not give a damn abt e house or e work tt it took fer us t get it t tt state. its expected. if tts not called chauvenistic, then wot is?

as fer taking care o in-laws, well i wld. but men shld not expect their wives t assume e role o sole care taker o their parents. do not expect e wife t do everything fer e in-laws and then come back and hear their complaints abt them. help yes. total responsibility is unfair.

mm the funny thing abt this is tt singaporean women think singaporean MEN are hard t love. unromantic, passionless, insecure and so on. and so are looking fer foreign men. HA.

wot can i say.

i love leon and he loves me. everybody.. follow suit. xP

i have alot o usesless information and redundant facts as well as whiny pieces of my life t share w you. ha. ha. mm not funny.

alright so lets start from the top o this week.

monday>> came back from msia after e ride w e two most annoying creatures on e face o this planet. little slugs. FUCKING WHINY SLUGS. maen.. e ride back was a MOFO BITCH. was ready t kill. spoilt kids are e fucking worse. and it seems when life can get no worse [a 6 hr ride in a tiny vehicle w out e chance t move yer damned ass], fate places e scum o e earth in it just t make it a wee bit more fun aeii? e younger ones laugh is SO HIGH, and SO SHRILL and so GRATING, and e older ones face is worse than bloody quasimodo. bad mood. bad weather. bad ride.

tuesday>> taught e teacher in my moms school [e one she works at] how t dance, cos her boss wants her t dance. why? dun ask me. met leon at yo chu kang and towned then headed back fer dinner.

wednesday>> went back t teach e rest o e dance t e teacher then went t town. waited fer sam, kheng and yao zhi [the damned turbs] fer an hr. cos they were late. stay near town, come so late. i stay at god-damned SIMEI. in other words, on the outer edge o civilisation. aeii.. we ate at yoshi [THEYRE HAVING SOME STUDENT THING. GO!] then went t play pool. met leon at novena and waited till my mom was done then walked t e newton school t get driven fer dins.

thursday>> spent my hard scringed 10 on cab fare t my baby's place. spent a nice day there watching movies n stuff ;]. then headed t town and met a jint and huis and kels unplanned, and basically whiled away out tym, and then my mother called, furious [wot else is unusual?] asking me t come back fer dinner. so we wasted our tym gg t town. >-[ [tt is an angry face]

friday>> spent w leon agn, but fuck this was a fucking waste o a day. FUCK FRIDAY MAEN. met him at kallang [i cabbed down, cos i was late, therefore spending most o my money], then my ez-link had no cash so i had t use coins and his mothers ez-link t get arnd. we went t kallang squash centre t get his raquet restrung. but it started raining, so we had t wait. he went t try out some raquets, while i sat on e bench outside e court slpg. when e rain stopped we walked out. because i was dressed [in preparation fer alot o plans tt btw were unaccomplished], and he was wearing his squash kit and had no wax n stuff so we headed back t his place. which is serangoon, and requires a great deal o tym t get there entailing e assistance o 2 buses and 2 changes o trains-EW line t NS line t NEL. but we made it.
ah then he showered and changed and he looked good. and we looked good enough t eat. yummmyyyy..sizzling hot babyeee. but.. wasted in e end.
had a lil tiff w e bus driver and leon being e epitome o blurness tt he is, he sat down t have a chat w his friend while i was getting madder&madder, struggling along w my inadequate grasp o e chinese language and the pea-brained driver.
took a while t cool off, then we headed t town in hopes o meeting capri and perhaps wyn and having a nice dinner. but, yes we so uncharacteristically forgot t plan our tym [uncharacteristic o leon not i, but yes we both forgot] and found out, tt we had t leave fer e airport t see e ny arts fac ppl off fer their history trip t england. so we fucking fuming, since we didnt accomplish all tt we had come t town fer, and wasted money on his mothers adult farecard as well as time AND this was e SECOND DAY IN A ROW, we WASTED TYM GG T TOWN. BAHH..
anyway, we took e train down t e airport and at last had some reprieve of e misery tt we were gg thru. had a good dinner [changi kopi tiam, t1, departure hall floor] and saw em off. poor leon had t go back home by himself. AGAIN.
all in all.. a very bad day indeed. a load o wasted tym, money, hair wax and makeup.

and t top it all o, on every leg o e journey, every bus we had t take, every train we had t catch, we missed one. just missed. you can see why we were mad.

BAHHUMBUG.

today>> aeii slpg beauty reh, a bloody waste o tym. as usual.. hooray fer me? act e whole day was a waste. spent e rest o it looking fer a bottle green shirt fer my moms boss. and erms GREEN IS OUT O SEASON? we finally bought another colour from centre pt, and when we went down e escalator wot do we see? a shirt shop, which OH! HAD t have e EXACT SHADE O GREEN. HA.. THATS LIFE.

okay slpg beauty at e esplanade theatre. running from e 10th t e 15th o dec. cheapest tix is 18. available at sistic. im performing on e 11th,13th&15th. please do come, cos i think e show will be running at a loss otherwise. thankyou.

aeii. long tym havent blogged.
well not tt long but... ah u get it.

msia was great.e ride back was not.
seeing my friends agn was great. seeing my baby agn was heaven.

yest.. ive discovered i seriously cannot play pool. SERIOUSLY. omg. i freaking suck so bad. i managed 4 fouls. act it was 5. but i insisted it wasnt. i potted e white ball once, and didnt even touch e ball im spsd t be hitting 3 times. damn maen. i suck. but yaozhi&kheng are pro shitters.

today watched e last samurai & van helsing at leons.[: spending as much tym as possible w him till sch begins agn. bahh. went t town and met jint&huis&kells.unplanned.
i want money. i need money. i need money.

sleepy. no mood t blog. yawns.

ppl go t virgin suicides. fms party on sat. msg me. or leave a comment here.

i love christmas.[:
night.

BOO.

i DO have internet cnxn. so expect me online tonight aites?

anyhow.. todays been one hell o a goood shopping day. got pair o earrings, scarf, a denim jacket, two tees a handbag and a pair o dunks. [: happyness is running through my veinsssss. :D

dinner yest night was BLOODY AMAZING. seriously.. at this DAMN POSH french rest. fine dining at its max babye. i mean e waiter/maitre d' or whoever, was AMAZING. he comes and ANNOUNCES e food. he planned our menu, chose the three diff wines tt e adults had, and at e end recieved a well earned 100 sg $ tip. whoooowheee.
2 entrees-foie gras w some veg thing in a butter sauce & prawns [half grilled] on vege in some cilantro cream sauce. hell prawns should ALWAYS be cooked tt way.
2 main courses-dover sole [some dutch fish] and fer e rest o e ppl, loin o lamb, fer me duck and more foie gras. [i dun eat lamb]
2 deserts- cheese plate,-sorbet t cleanse palet in e middle-,some biscuit thing w figs& strawberries on it w cream.
hand-made chocs t finish it off.

omg.

i was STUFFED. but i now noe e beauty o fine dining. [:

anywayyyy, im coming back tom.. 6 hr ride here i come. |: and NO, im NOT buying pirated vcds. if i get caught YOU PAY MAEN. lols...

chinese fer dinner. yummyliciousss.

backs. i love you all! and esp you baby. im missing you.

oved&out.. GOODNIGHT SINGAPORE!

hello my darlings.
im off on a plane t msia in a few hrs, and wot im left w t do is alotalot. almost impossible. but aeii, im gooooood.
ha act just have t pack and get ready, go get my ticket from e travel agent [opens at 10], go fer dance at fort canning[from 1145-1 i HOPE], & get t e airport in tym fer my flight[3.15 at T2].

oh results are out btw. mmm okay heres e low-down.

GRAPHIC COMMUNICATION D [expected]
LOCATION VIDEO PRODUCTION B+ [lesbian! tts why so high]
MEDIA IN SOCIETY B
SPEECH COMMUNICATION B
SPORTS AND WELLNESS PX [NO PE FER ME NEXT SEM!]
STARTING A BUSINESS B [LOL WOT? B? tts damn amazing]

anways wun be gone long. just till monday. so earliest ull see me is tuesday. my phone doesnt auto-roam so dun try msging, and im not sure whether they have internet access in e hotel & even if they did, not sure whether my mother will allow me t use.

aite, gna think o wots left t do before i get gg.
-*HUGGGLES

life as empty as her brain

im bored. i hate those words, u noe? serious.. i hate saying tt im bored or sian. i tell ppl tt "life's only as interesting as u make it". and obv im not making it. tmr i have dance reh e whole day and of course tt will be immensely BORING as well.

days as dry as sand in a camel's mouth

i do realise tt im being totally incoherant and extremely whiny. how can i fault a certain someone fer being whiney when i am irritating myself w my own whiney-ness? eurgh.. talk abt vicious circle.

my nails are breaking. another useless piece o information.

oh i got msn plus!. hell im happy. but fer some reason, my plug in seems t be malfunctioning. annoyed as hell. have u felt this conflicting sense o being both self-pitying and self-berating? either way neither are in any way beneficial t me.

i want t go t england.my sister is there having a ball and freezing her balls off. i want t as well. yet another useless piece o information.

hungry as well. oh i realise tt if i dun eat, i look quite good. haha add tt t e useless piles o info regarding adri.

angels and demons is an extremely well-written book. im quite amazed. ive become a dan brown fan. its quite possible one o e best books ive read.

i should give u a alert, like UIA=usless information attack! or UICYW=useless info coming yer way! perhaps just even UI=useless information!so u cant say i didnt warn ya. hapless victims. ok tt was TC=total crap.

aeii.. im boring and irritating myself. nights

hi! im now at east coast's macdonalds... lololol hey adri! (: er.. er.. its like 1.50 am now and they are about to close so ill make this really quick.

yea dont worry bout me, i'll be fine. you sleep well k i'll see you later k? call u in the morning. sweet dreams, sleep well.

I LOVE YOU!!!

(::::::::::: alien smiley. :D

leons sister-rachel is damn amusing. our conversation started w why im not out w him [i was, he just got called by his friends t play c&c on e way back] the moved on to how bad he is at home& how he makes his mom angry, then moved on t kissing and cld i trick him into taking a photo o us kissing t show her cos shes curious [abt kissing, not abt US kissing]. after tt she asked t give her advice on clothes and we talked abt earrings. hahahaha shes cute.

hahaha today had dance then met my baby at 1. watched sharks tale, which was alright. not as good as nemo tho. but not bad. then went t times t read a few mmmm useful books ;].
he gave my 'architech wax' by loreal.smells damn good, much better than lucidol. and it shimmers purple! it doesnt on yer hair tho.
ohhhh we walked past this military band tt was coming outta e istana and after it passed, e ncc spirit revived in him and we started marching down e street, him doing e "lup,lup,lup,right" thing. i asked why it was called "lup" instead o "left" and he said tt he thot it sounded better than left. LOL.. hahahaha i cracked up telling him tt he shld tell e taxi driver "uncle turn lup", since t him lup is better then left.HAHAHAHA.. u dun think its amusing, but i sure do. [:

erms i still dunno wot cast im in, but shld be one, altho id much rather be in two. jenna and i dance better tgt. we'll know on thursday. my thursday practice is from bloody 1130 till 5. bring our own lunch summore. lets see how much these stick-thin, im-anorexic-but-i-lie-abt-it dancers act eat. i wonder how many tymes they will use e toilets too. me? ahh i enjoy my food far too much t be an anorexic. [: life is so much better with food in it.


Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand

-richard marx

my lungs are corroded and giving up on me. COUGHCOUGH..

ramdomness is overtaking my mind. siezing hostage o reasonable thoughts and drawing a BIG RED DASH across em. aeii.. see wot i mean?

anyways, last night i noe u all missed me. awwwwwww. LOL. no i noe none missed me okay? alright? ill just keep on pretending t myself. ...in a barbie doll&polly pocket world... spent e night at sues and she beaded while i went online t type e captions fer e photos in e link below tt im sure you all went t see. right? then we had dinner and watched SI results. heh im not gna pretend tt im sad leandra is out.. im sad tho tt sylvester isnt. his diction is appalling. and he cant sign any other genre besides rock, how limited is his talent. his body is nothing hot, his face is just like any other beng wannabe rockstar. so? bahh randomness.. okok, then watched e swimming show. my first tym watching an ou xiang ju since holland v. its quite addictive act. think ill watch mondays ep t find out wot happened t e coach fella [i call him duan chen fong.. mvp watchers will noe why]. RANDOMNESS. back t e erms point.. then went up and i talked t leon while beading. we then headed downstairs agn at 1145 t watch some chinese show, but it turned out t be non-interesting cos sue says theres no one killing each other, so its not fun. so we decided t watch sex&the city. LOLs its damn amusing. "its so refreshing t fuck someone who fucks out of the box!"-samantha;sex& e city. we then decided t be focused and went back up t bead. sadly, i made a mistake somewhere along e line, and e WHOLE LINE HAD T BE UNPICKED. WOT THE HELL? damnnnnnnittt.. ew beaded till 3, then cldnt take it and zonked out. woke at 10 and e mother picked me t go fer reh at fort canning at 11.

reh was CHICKENFEED. DID YOU NOE? TT ITS chicken feed and not chickenFEET??? cos leon&i sure didnt.whooooo.. we learn sth new everyday. mm gotta go back fer reh tom. oh didnt do casting today, will noe e casting tom. not tt its worth yer money t come see me perform, but come fer e rest o e company. theyre really good. e storyline is a erm bit confusing, so ill explain it.. when i act get the storyline myself. got new "bunheads-ouch puch jr" toepads cos my other ones are uberfied flat. but hell my new pointes hurt like mad fuck. jesus...theyre reallll small, and totally squishing my toes. it hurts so bad partly cos i havent done pointe fer so long & partly cos my old shoes were hugeeeee and roomy and extremely soft & partly cos the shoes are new and unstretched and un-brokened. ahhhh...

anyway, i had a discussion w my mom abt christianity and faith and all.. mmm ive never been for organised religion cos ive been brought up like so. dun get me wrong, i dun dislike Christ or anything, i just dislike wot the church has done. long before e da vinci code was published, e parents exposed me t the discrepencies tt e church tries t hide, e questions tt the priests wun answer, e killing of thousands in e name o Christ.
sure its faith, but why BLIND faith? the mother says its because many have been brought up t believe tt their religion is the best, the only way t heaven, and e rest are condemned. i believe tt we are all God's children. and when i mean all i mean ALL of us. why shld God say tt only a people from a certain religion are able t find salvation? how can he make all o this world and then choose e ppl he wants t save? does tt make sense? if we are spsd t look at all humans as equal and not be biased due t the colour o their skin, how can God look at all his creations and choose which religion will be saved? is tt RIGHT? how can tt be true? the parents were once christians and they both left e church. why? cos they were brave enough to question, and brave enough to see. faith is faith. but blind faith? wots e differance between a extremist and a narrow-minded follower o a faith? both have firm beliefs & both are extremely closed minded and short-sighted. just tt one kills and the other... do you think a few wld kill in e name o their God? i wldnt be surprised if a few do.

this is agn random. seriously random. get it? its spsd t be a pun.. erms albeit a non-funny one.

think i need sleep.

look at this!.
sue came over & we took hell loads o shots. right now, im at her place and staying e night. damn maen.. i have bloody splg beauty tom at 1130. whoowheeeee.. hell its boring there. e damned choreographer is coming and he'll bithc&moan&push us arnd. ah e artistic temprament o e gifted. butbutbut, tom ill noe fer sure wot dates im performing so ppl cn buy tickets t go see me. cheapest tics are 18. aite.. tonight is beading night. go look at e pics. gauranteed retardedness. LOL.

good rets everyone. see ya tom night on msn.

my nose is stuffed up like a turkey, my eyes are red and stingy, my forehead is hot, and im flushed a bright rudolf-nose red... AND im seriously happy. :] heh.

today was goood. spend e day at sentosa w fifi, sam, kheng & leon. decided agst palawan beach and went t siloso. [: so many things we did.. well not really.. sam,kheng,leon & i played in e water fer a long long tym. retarded normal stuff.. flinging water and seaweed abt.. leon practiced g-force swings w me in e water. LOL.. kheng said even if he passed out i wld still not feel 2 g's HURR.
swam/walked/piggy-backed[me!] t e bridge thingy tt leads t e lil island w e l337 [leet;ie elite] sand was. ooohhhwheeee. uber good sand. it looks a bit like cappucinno milkshake and when sat on, it feels like mogu cushion, through yer fingers it feels like... GOOD MATERIAL FER SAND BOMBS. hurr.. its packs into super hard balls and when thrown at ppl, causes bruises. aeii... oh leon managed t do his backflips much t e wonder and applause o his awed audience, sam, kheng and i. as kheng says: "shit.. its unnatural.. yer not MEANT t defy gravity". :D.
walked back and opened up all our food.. HAHA.. must say tho, tt sams pizza was GOOOD. serious. it was worth her waking at 730 t defrost all e ingrediants. LOL. ate and ate, and it started raining so we relocated t this erms place called sapphire hall, which is act just a big space w a roof, but good enough. so we set up camp fer abt 45 min, and ate and played cards and did dares. sam lost at bluff, so she had t go run to a coconut tree and shake from side t side and shout "Y..A..O..Z..H..I....YAOZHI!". HAHA.. we got it on vid and digicam. leon and i lost blackjack so we had t follow some weirdass guy wearing a green raincoat and matching wellingtons. HAHA. all on vid.
stopped raining so we moved our stuff back outside. we had rinsed and just eaten, and were warm, so we felt drowsy. kheng went t sleep on his bag, i went t sleep on a towel w leon next t me. [: the warm gentleness of his face agst mine, hand in hand we slip into a light slumber, only to wake to the salty carress of our lips agst each others. how sweet it is to be loved by you
we were gna have a sandcastle comp, but decided t just build one big city. we called it, RETSLAND. HAHA....rets is e asshole, rets in e hair...all on vid agn. we has a damn nice gate w real erm posts, and a cool bridge made from a lighter, a main entance, guard houses and turrets w cannons and even a secret tunnel made fer e rather incestuous royal family t escape through. master bedroom fer masturabting. LOLS. then went back into e water.. well act i was kinnda chased back into e water by the turbs who were using e empty 1.5l drink containers t splash seawater at me, which were originally meant fer filling e moat, but since it kinnda refused t fill, they put it t erms "better" use. .. so back in e water agn..

came out and went t shower, went fer dins at harbourfront. YAY BAH KUT TEH! but.. didnt have enuff tym t enjoy due t e 'rents hurrying me t come t e airport, since my sister was leaving fer england tonight. rushed down just in time, and came back home. tired shits.

tom is vene day! i think? need t msg her.. nights world, photos will be up when i muster e strength t get em [each file is HUGE,2 files, one from khengs cam one from leons.. and its travelling through msn on MY cnxn, which is daft], and t put em up. aite.. NIGHTS. GOOD RETS TO ALL OFF YOU.

long overdue photoshoot photos:


fiona, sammie and i= DFS


syed sam and ked [i think?]. not sure! SORRY if yer name isnt ked! i like yer trucker cap! its still with me!


shot o all o us-besides kheng who was taking e photo-on e stairs. heh see those retards kissing the croc? LOL.


sam and i. wearing a trucker cap, which kheng and e rest o e turbs think i look shit in. I THINK I LOOK NICE!


sam wearing e trucker, me and in e back, retarded syed, being... retarded.


full group shot, of everyone tt was helping out and our 2 employees, syed and alan. alans e one w glasses in green with e spastic face holding a gun. and syed is e one being erm held at gun pt.whos taking e picture? DUN TELL YOU..

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todays shots at coffee club. leons behind e lens.


CAKE! [: MUDDY MUD PIE=HEAVEN ON EARTH. whooooowheee. oragsm inducing.


ATTACK!


the end! LOL.. of the cake.


i <3 you. babyboy i do i do i dooooooo.